boyfriends and more!

my boyfriend is my boo! ya'll wouldnt imagine hoe in love i am! he has my back, he loves me, he's very supportive, and he's all MINE LADIES!(lol) but 4real! im in love with this boy! he has my heart! and i dont know what id do without this boy! its crazy! i love you lamar! you mean the world to me!
never 4get that boo1 xoxoxo! love u 4eva! see you monday sweetie!

Please Don't Judge Me!

People who judge me usually don't want to be judged themselves. It's not easy being a fifteen year old girl with a past that will give her nightmares for the rest of her life! I'm not someone who you look at and say,"Oh, she looks like a nice person.", because the expression on my face shows a lifetime of pain, hurt, abuse, neglect, and lonliness! I have lived a long fifteen years and I truly hate the thought of living another day, knowing that it just as well could be worse than the day before! If you see me in the streets though, you wouldn't know that my life was full of hell! That would be because of the fact that I have a nice dress code and my family looks like they own a mansion! But all I ask is for people not to judge me!